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From Desperation to Clarity: Dr. Rachel Carrico’s Pillars of Genius Story

One year after her Pillars of Genius breakthrough call, Dr. Rachel Carrico sent this powerful reflection from the same writing retreat where her journey began.

Below are her unedited words, shared with her permission.

Dr Rachel Carrico
Assistant Professor
School of Theatre & Dance / Dance Studies
University of Florida

Before Pillars of Genius

I signed up for a breakthrough call with Cristi out of desperation. I was looking for something to help pull me out of a low point in my career.

I was dragged down by service commitments that sucked the life out of me; overcommitted and neglecting my closest relationships and my own health; and agonizing over repeated experiences of failed collaborations.

The call had me in tears. I signed up as a way to start a new pattern and gain some new skills that would empower me to take control of my life and work.

What Shifted

I realized that I had been hiding mySELF behind my accomplishments.

When I began to vocalize the ways in which my work was (or could be) an extension of my core values, the drama disappeared.

I was able to have frank conversations with my supervisors; I could communicate clearly to students what I could and could not offer (without apology!); and I stopped feeling guilty about ending professional relationships that had me banging my head against the wall.

The Results

I got out of draining service appointments and into other roles that are energizing.

I started new (fruitful!) projects with collaborators who amplify my pillars, and I got some invaluable clarity about how to move forward with selecting a post-tenure research trajectory.

Most importantly, I can stand in my work with authority, clarity, and honesty in ways that were difficult to truly integrate before.

It's still a work in process, for sure, but the resulting changes in the ways I feel about my work have been even more impactful than the changing substance of my work.


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